they say that the masai can feel the wind of the arrow. i dont know what that means, but i imagine it refers to courage.
perhaps the greatest sacrifice is to play the enemy.
we all wanted to be the good guy who gets the girl. but maybe for some of us, it becomes blatantly obvious that to get the most good in the shortest time, someone must facilitate the process.
that "someone" needs to understand the meaning of various things such as the dynamics of social cohesion so that he could manipulate social cohesion to his own ends.
he would have to eschew all the pretty beliefs about the divine nature of man and get on with the gritty work of advancing speceal survival of the human race.
that man would be a much better man than i currently am. :-). but i'm working on it. for it is my destiny to destroy what christ built, even as christ would have it.
that man would plunder the vain grown fat off christ's blood, and clear the way for a world that needs no christ, precisely as christ intended it.
...fuck all of you. that man will be me.
